CowardYou make it oh so hard nowNow that I'm not with youThinking of whatI can give to youI hide my faceFrom the lightI'm a cowardI can't fightIf I wait for much longerMy hair going greyI know that I'll see youAt the end of the dayYou were the onlyOne who gave me strengthWith you gone I'm only half hereAlone until my deathMy face buried in the sandWaiting for death to comePatience waitingSo we can again be oneMy machinations fadeMy evil ploys dissipateMy mind spouts gibberishMy melancholia fills me with hateAll these horrors afford my eyesNo single glimpse of paradiseMy spirit is melting back from the stormMy conscience and my being tornMy heart is held in a cell, barredStuck through it is fates cruel shardAll that there is left of me nowIs a mind that lies and wonders howI came upon this hated messNo more ballgown, no more dressI once was magnificent, it's trueThat was before I met youI gave it all for your fair handFor from you I was bannedThe two of u
Better to have loved and lost?Is it better to have loved and lost?I sit, among shadows, waiting for your voice,Living among silence, hoping against hope.If I reach out for you, I feel my fingertips brush yours,So close yet so distant... I know that I can't cope.I see you and I hear you,But as close as I get,I know one day I'll lose you,And never forget.I want for us to be together,But it can not be so.Eventually, one of us,Will be flying solo.As much as fate has pulled us together,It too will pull us apart.Leave us all alone again,With just our broken heart.I wonder whether it was reallyWorth this in the end,All we can do is sit and wait,While our hearts blend.Is it worth getting so close to peopleThat when they leave,All you can do is scream your heart out,And sit, and cry, and grieve...
WorthlessEach time I try to remember whyI'd rather live than dieI just forget againEvery time you ask me what I'm doingI feel my self goingI cant resistI wish that this wouldn't happenThe candle to enlightenIt's gone outNext timeAsk yourselfIs it realIs it fakeAm I doing thisFor loves sakeLet the catOut of the bagWatch her comingStart to gagGet readyYou know it's comingPain unbearableRipping your heart outLying in the gutterBeats its lastLet it goBefore it destroys youBut I can'tThrow it awayBefore it destroys youYou dont understandIt's not that simpleI can't just wish away the feelingI just want to go back to beforeNo more pain, please no more painKill me nowKill me nowJust stop the painBefore it swallows me againI want to get awayBefore you break my heartI can't trust loveIt lures you inStabs you in the backLeaves you with PainScarsMemoriesIDon'tWantThem!TakeItBac
BlackStar - AbandonedEverytime I think about what's going on I turn to see your face again.See you standing there though you were never here, it's making me insane.I wish you hadn't gone, I wish you hadn't gone.You left me stranded.Feeling abandoned.Why did you do this?I love you so...Know you never wanted this to happen never wanted me to feel this way.But you had no choice you still wanted, to be here today.But now you've gone away, now you've gone away.I wish we could start again.Go back to the beginning.Bring back the feelings.We had back then...I thought maybe we could sort this out, could get things back on track.But when they got involved it all went wrong, they stabbed us in the back.Oh baby it's too late, it's already too late.I cannot do this.Not without you here!It's already too late.I can't do this.I can't do thisI can't do this, without you.